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The L Word

An attempt at coherence (More like chronic emotional drownings, incessant whinings and rantings - served straight up)

January 03, 2006

today is the first day of school...

and the most common sights in CJC are:
# IJ GIRLS turn left, IJ. turn right, IJ. in front of me, IJ, behind me, IJ. EVERYWHER, IJ.
# SJI guys
# crumpler bags

today seem so unreal, passed the day in a faze. maybe cos im too tired, thus too numbed to feel anything. like usually i will be damn pissed, but this time, i actually tried to get involve okay! like that stupid mass dancing whcih is not really stupid at all come to tnk of it. cos its rather fun if not for stupid dancing partner and its not stupid as the stupid ice breaker games we played. maybe cos i tried to heed meining's advice and tried not to be antisocial.

and unleashed all the krap i have been suppressing after school was dismissed. no wonder meining said i was weird. urrghhh.

the girls in my index grp are okay. 5 IJ girls (whats new? even my facilitator was from ij). and i cant take maths cos i have no amaths. but lets not talk abt it. cos the more i tnk abt it, the more i feel like withdrawing.

anw, a sudden realization... I MISS PHS!

urghhh! WHY AM I NOT IN SA!